MuMmy=mY iDoL=mY inSpiRaTioN

its not mothers day yet.. its not even her birthday.. but she's taking over me..

yahhhh... i'm a pitiful, recessive and pathetic big girl..

u'll heard my laugh everyday.. 

u'll hear me shout out loud even when everyone look at me with that annoying looks..

but rite now, i'm in a deep miss..

i miss her.. i miss her.. i miss her.. i miss her..

mummy i miss u.....

i'm proud that i'm mummy's girl.. 

i love the warm feeling every time i sleep beside her..

yeah, i'm 21 and i prefer sleeping with her.. :)

its because i can hardly see her everyday since i'm studying at peninsular..

i'll take all the chances i have to spend more time with her..

the last meaningful time (a day before i leave), we go shopping together..

just the two of us.. she was the best mum in the whole world..

can u believe that she still shed a tears when i leave since my semester break is over??

and as a result, my long journey from tbn to kk seems longer than ever..huhu

i cried all the way.. aiyeee.. she shouldn't show me her tears in the beginning..

but its okay, cuz i know how much she loves me.. and i'm proud of my mummy!

i LoVe To eAT.. A Lot... :*

erk!! its 1.00 in the morning again.. kinda weird..

 i tend to be in updating-my-blog mood during this quit specific time.. 

aiyahhh.. looks like i'll sleep late again lowrrr... 

and owh, today was fun.. i mean yesterday.. (since its 16th oredy.. haha!) 

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spending time will our batch electronics engineering girls.. and one of our senior.. 

it was a blast! my tummy was so full that i almost cannot walk! 

thanks to the generous one for all the food (kak asmaa).. hehe

 i ate almost everything i can.. 

fried chicken, nasi arab, pizza, cheesy wedges, salad, potatoes, bun.. 

my oh my! me myself cant even believe it.. how can i eat that much????

nevermind, as if i'll ever gain any weight anyway..:p

okay, theres no fun if the beautiful memory didnt written in the photos rite?

here are some.. aww.. i just love them..:)

yaww.. the one with black blazer is the miss money-in-the-bank.. haha

theres only one rule. FINISH ALL THE FOOD.

aww.. i love this one.. :*

indeed, we finish it all..

waiting corner i think.. haha

i guess the escalator even get bored with me..:p

yahh.. pilih2.. as if that cloth will ever fit in me..haha

last photo snapped..

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since its 16th of feb, i want to wish selamat hari tua to my brothers olesz and yanz..

heppy birthday!! i love u.. both of u..

omg! its 2.00 am oredy lerr.. bed is calling!!

buenas noches!

aHHHH..mY fuTurE is IN mY HEad,,,

currently.. this matthew sweet song.. come to california is stuck in my head.. not an interesting lyrics.. but the melody sure is.. it makes me think a lot on my future.. it cant be helped.. i'm 20.. and hasnt achieve anything in my life yet.. i know, its normal 4 sumone my age to stil be studying.. they said its for mi propio futuro.. mi propio bien.. and mi familia.. but cant i just skip all that and go to the top indeed?? i want it.. but thats the mind of a horodious cow ofcourse,, i'm running to be a rock star.. i'll run till i'm there.. theres no regret.. no turn back.. and no loosing face.. a coward will never make it.. uhrg, who am i fooling.. and what am i joking about.. going home less than a week from now.. cant wait..but.. the battle must be finished!! computer organisation, wait for me killer!! i'll show u who rules.. damn!! i'm sure good at pesky words.. hahha.. and urmmm.. did my orga lecturer just pass me by and said.. "hah! study la sangat.. study la sangat.." did he? did he? did he? yaiiiiiii... i will get a gud mark on orga sir... errrrr.. i will try?? i will!!!! trust me..:P hahha^^

woo.. this one.. boring!!!

heY buZy, aRe u tRyinG tO kiLL mE??!!!!!

its been quite some time i did not updated my blog.. been kinda busy all along the way.. with tests, assignments, projects, presentations and exam which is around the corner.. how many day left?? yai!!!! scary!! been so tired too.. spending too much time at the lab finishing the PLC project which due this saturday!! omg, all this is driving me crazy.. and about this moving house thing.. aigoooo...... the skinny me will become skinnier.... whats the worse that i can be.. an anerox?? no!!!!!...... i cant make a living with that.. haha.. just kidding.. but with all the dramas and realities that i've been facing, i still got some time to watch my fav drama series.. lie to me and ghost whisperer.. too great until i'm willing to sacrifice few hour of my sleep that i value so much.. well, i guess its ruin me.. lack of sleep make it hard for me to concentrate on the lecturing.. my body become weak, and my brain didnt get enough oxygen to make my eye stay open wider to see my lecturer infront or the writing on the white board itself.. well, i've realize that now.. so that would mean, no more my sexy girl melinda gordon a.k.a jennifer love hewitt for now.. off till i'm done with my final-killing-so-bad exam.. i better make sure i do as i said.. so hard looo...... hey!! the nature is calling, so long for now!

sOoo sTupiD La u aLL nihHH...puihhh!!!

everything went just rite until last nite.. shocking lab date that due next week!!!!! u got to be kidding me... and final exam's date that was suppose to end at 19th of December changed to 21th???!!! hell, thats crazy.. since my allowance for November is all gone (for buying my ticket back to Sabah ofcoz!!).. haha! and the closed conversation between us students with those stupid representative from @#%%# this morning that suppose to be our problem solver turns out acting selfishly by putting all the blame back to us.. hello??? we wont tell u our problems if we can solve them all by ourselves.. we're the students here.. i'm asking for our right!! ahaha.. as if i'm brave enough to speak all my minds in front of hundreds students that present there.. well, enough on that.. it wont get me anywhere anyway.. missing my sweet slave ahles ian and seli.. will call them later la.. rite now i need to think of sumthing to do.. reading maybe??.. hurm.... zzzzZZZZZZZZ